Sunday, January 2, 2005 - 11:20 p.m.

Sunday, May 9, 2004 - 10:55 p.m.

You're a Yaoi fangirl.

Are you a yaoi fangirl?
brought to you by Quizilla Yes, go Me :)

Tuesday, March 9, 2004 - 12:18 p.m.
La li hoo!!! Apologies to Kenken - I was sooo drunk yesterday it took me a while to realize that you had to press a button on the cell phone to talk to the person who's calling hehehe ^_^0 Don't worry though, Shuichi's drunken debauchery was supervised by adorably sober Kaido. It's his fault anyway.

Sooo...___< but it had to be done. Regular annual check-ups suck! I also had to wait 3 hrs!!! I was soooo bored! And hungry. Grrrr. At least the doctor was very nice. Although a bit persistant in trying to find out just what exactly I'd do if I was pregnant when I kept insisting that I *knew* I wasn't. I love a friendly argument hehehe!>

Monday, March 8, 2004 - 12:05 p.m.
La li hoo!!! Wow, it's been sooo long since Shuichi updated! (chorus: you don't say!) So here goes:

Today is international onna's day! (cue in ecstatic Wufei) so congrats' to all you ladies out there ^____^

I'm sure princess Aya is having a field day (condolences to Crawford's credit cards hehehe).

IN other news, I'm now jogging in the mornings to look my very Kiku best this summer, nya ^___^

Friday, January 23, 2004 - 05:18 p.m.

Duo

Which Gundam Pilot Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!! I knew I had it me hehehe (then again, the questions were reeeeally a dead give away...) Oh andYuuuuuuuuuuki - you are doomed to be stalked *^__________^*

Saturday, January 10, 2004 - 02:48 p.m.

You represent... happiness. Boy, are you full of cheer or what...? You have a
sunny disposition and enjoy trying to spread
your happiness. You have a tendency to be a
little hyper, but you have the ability to make
your own fun no matter what.

What feeling do you represent?
brought to you by Quizilla Oro? O_o;; That was a bit unexpected hehehe...Go Shuichi!

Friday, January 9, 2004 - 10:10 p.m.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

Shuichi is home at last.

I am sooooooooo fucking tired these days...Damn the whole Masters thing, grrrr!!!!!

I wake up at 7:00 everyday, force myself to get up/take a shower (Shuichi's soooo vain hehehe)/cook/eat/catch TWO buses/get to university by 8:50am/work in the lab/go to class/work/work/work/20 min lunch/workworkworkwork until I finish whatever it is that must be done. And there's A LOT. Mon-Fri 9 to 5 is not applicable in the scientific community, damn them! Today I finished at 9pm, yesterday at 8:00pm.And I have to go tomorrow as well.

As big as my appreciation of sleep was before, now it has definitely doubled and tripled x_x And yes, as you might've already noticed, my rate of bitchbitchbitchbitching has gone up exponentially as well. I can't believe I'm saying this, but I just might be TOO tired to actually go out...Forget clubbing -_- Even watching TeniPuri seems just a bit too demanding right now. At least I still want to see Henk and everyone else. Actually, if anything, the *desire* to spend time with my friends has increased, if not the energy required to see it through ^___^; But as you all know, Shuichi wilts with no social life *wails* so the energy shall be harvested in some alternative ways *gleefully flips through'Becoming an Energy Vampire for Dummies'* Be afraid, be veeeery afraid! *evil cackle*

Sunday, January 4, 2004 - 11:03 p.m.
LALIHOOO!!!

Xmas presents from my friends have been astonishingly numerous this year and actually much wanted! Minna has been soooo nice to me lately *heart* (before Shuichi can properly savor the moment of material gloating, the inner voice aka paranoia sticks its ugly muzzle in pointing out that happy now means VERY nastly later. Grrrrr! ShutUP! >_<)So as I was saying, my dear Hiro got me a GetBackers 2004 Calendar!!! It is now proudly hanging over my computer hehehe *drooldrooldrool* It is soooooooo pretty pretty pretty! And October has the one true gay canon couple making out on it (like JuubeixKazuki, dah!)It's destiny! *tacky rainbow waves crash in the bckgrd as Shuichi poses melodramatically and sings 'Gaygaygay is my middle name yay!' *^__^**glomps Hiro* Arigato!!!!!

Friday, January 2, 2004 - 02:38 p.m.
LAAAAAAAAAAAA LIIIIIIIIIIII HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! *Shuichi spins around throwing tinsels and random glittery objects encountered on the way*

Yuuuuuuuuuuuuukiiiiiiiii is coming back on Jan16th!!!!!! OKAERI!!!!!! Wow. I can't believe I actually got what I wished for 0_0 *smiles sheepishly* Um, Kenken, sorry to have ordered you back 'cause you probably liked it a lot in Bishonen Land. So yes!! People, now I shall have TWO presents shipped from Japan. LAAAAAAAALIIIIIIIIHOOOOOOOO ME!!!! *looks smug* Of course, I knew you'd be back soon. I guess that's why I haven't sent you the xmas gift yet!!! It's all explained now ^________^ BTW hopefully you'll like the gift. People had different reactions once they've seen it but I personally think it's cute and the orange/glittery coloring somehow makes me think of Shuldich. The salesperson told me he was happy it went to good hands and I promised I'll take care of it *beams*. Plus it was the only one they had. Sooooooo original *keels over*

Henk thinks it's ugly >_< and thought that if I'd sent it over you'd have left it in Japan.

But I think it's veeeeeeeeeeeery cute *^_______^*.

Anyhow, I am now totally and crazily into InuixKaido yaoi. Damn, I love the whole crazy/scary/psychopathic exterior of the shy, mannered and prudish snake and the guy who *always* plans ahead the sack sessions. *drool* Check thisand then that out!

kawai Kaido in Inui tee

Thursday, January 1, 2004 - 07:06 p.m.
LA LI HOOOOO and a Happy New Year!!!

May requited love, bad luck and $$$ be with all the people I care about and may all their hopes and dreams come true!

Shuichi's List of Educated Guesses about Important People's Wishes:

My mom & sis find happiness in love (or at least get very great sex meanwhile hehehe)

My dad gets a peace of mind

I (hey!gotta love yourself, man!) get a Yuki (or freedom from a certain known parental unit)

Sa-chan gets an emotionally intense r-ship hehehe (you know you want it!)

Kenken gets a Tasuki/Aya/Shuldich/ AlanRickman/Goyoji/Hotohori/Ranma/a certain hot Samurai-chan look alike who would shower her with (pure)love and (diamond)riches. Julia hits big screen ^o^

Henk gets a date with Alize

Vinh lives in peace with his family and the latter isn't as much on his ass ^__^

Dee gets to be a City Hunter and watch a Mokori Video. Since Dee is so sweet, his one true love also finds him sometime this year *grin*

Ced gets a very cute/fun/intelligent/hot gf and they live happily ever after!

Yao gets to party a lot and enjoy the best life has to offer (our beloved lion deserves it ^__^)

Vero gets a great lover who will also be her best friend

Erin finds her dream man/Snape

Justin gets that idealistic stick out of his @$$ jk hehehe Justin gets a hot redhead gf who can cook well

Alex attains true strength in knowing that it comes not only in form of physical perfection but also in the honorable, kind and forgiving heart.

Marie-Helene finds tranquility and happiness in her school and love life

Jason lands his dream job

Anton gets over his mid-life crisis and discovers the joy of monogamy

Hayson and Cammy find strength in each other and their love

Wufei gets lucky in love and has loyal friends who shall never leave his side.

I didn't forget anyone, did I? And if I did, then they're not that important whahahahahahaa!!!!!!!

Thursday, December 25, 2003 - 11:39 p.m.
LA LI HOOO!!!!

I take it back about hating X-mas!!! And it's all thanks to my dear Yuki's e-mail! Gods, it moved Shuichi to tears *____* (not to mention the ensuing contineous glomping of the monitor hehehe) Thank you sooooo much, Kenken! *heart* It meant a lot to me. My Yuki brought back the joy of Christmas! *gloating Shuichi swirls around throwing pink and silver glitter and chanting YukiYukiMerryxmasYukiYukiHoHoHo*

Wednesday, December 24, 2003 - 11:25 p.m.
Merry Christmas to all Shuichi's friends, acquaitances, enemies and beautiful strangers in general :)

But I really hate this holiday.

It always gets ruined by something. Or more specifically my dad always ruins it for me. No matter what I do lately, it's never enough, is , in fact, wrong and I should feel guilty for doing it. Afterall, why should I be entitled to happiness if he isn't. Misery loves company and all that. After all the years spent under his protective clutches I realize that the anxiety-over-actions born paranoia might never really go away. I'm scared to make decisions. I know they must be made and that scares me even more. Fear his disapproval. This ever present shadow of guilt, depression and despair is slowly swallowing me, reducing what once could've been a strong willed character into a spineless coward of a being whose sole desire left is to curl in a tight ball somewhere dark, quiet and small. I fight the urge, but its temptation just grows over the years. My dad says he wants to die but I am what keeps him from doing it. At least when he drank himself into stupor every weekend in the past I didn't have to listen. Just curl into a ball in my bed and picture the smiling face of my mom, her hands holding me and saying it was going to be all right. He also says I'm the reason he might die from a heart attack. Because I am an immature, shallow and incapable of living on my own brat who doesn't appreciate all that he's done for me. I also happen to be stupid, pig-headed and shameless. The morbid fascination is realizing that after a couple of years of this deep conditioning I believe him. My mom tells me not to get so emotionally upset over him since I already developed a stress-induced hormonal dysfunction. She understands all too well but in my case divorce is out of question.

I miss my sister so much. When I am with her, I feel complete. No matter what life throws our way we can deal with it if we are together. I wish I was there with her now. Helping deal with the loss of my dear aunt.

Wednesday, December 17, 2003 - 06:21 p.m.

Who's Your Anime Girlfriend?

OMG THAT'S SABINA!!!! *keels over*

Friday, December 12, 2003 - 09:25 p.m.

Who's Your Anime Boyfriend?

Woohooo!!! Shuichi got Aoshi!!! Well, he IS sort of like Yuki afterall...At least it's not as scary as when I got a MurakixShuichi pairing at the Random Yaoi Fic Generator XD

Thursday, December 11, 2003 - 09:28 p.m.
Oh yes! Before the baka Shuichi forgets, I reeeeaally want to thank my bf for being there for me in the last couple of days. If it wasn't for him, I swear I'd gone mad from the pain. Somehow his rice kanji *yum!yum!*, merry dances in the tiger slippers (which he gave me for no other reason then their utter cuteness) and reading Harry Potter before sleep really made the pain a bit weaker and me a bit stronger ^__________^ *beams**cries**wipes snot from the nose and blood from the mouth* I'm sooooo touched by his TLC!!!!!! Whaaaaahaaaaaaahaaaaaaa!!!!!!!! He's the best thing that happened to me in a while.... *weeps*

Thursday, December 11, 2003 - 08:43 p.m.
La Li hoo!!!!!!

Shuichi's zero talent writing skills are back with a vengence! And since a lot of ppl are curious as to what the baka me is up to these days, well, let me tell you:

Shuichi's to do List for the last 96hrs

1) get happily inebriated/anesthetized by booze (Note: don't try to get drunk on Jack Daniels whiskey - it stinks too much afterwards)

2) knock myself out and/or kill something/someone

3) desensitize my head altogether.

Why?

Over the last 4 days my big mouth received: 1 pulpectomy, 1 root canal, 4 amalgams and extraction of a wisdom tooth. IT HURTS LIKE HELL AND PAINKILLERS DO NOT WORK!!!!!!!!!!! Since I believe I'm the first one to experience some of the jolly procedures listed above, here's a brief summary of what to expect and how to avoid it (if possible):

WARNING#1 to ShuShu

If your teeth are sensitive to ice/cold/hot stuff and your fillings might be a bit loose, GO TO THE DENTIST ASAP otherwise you might be in for a LIVING HELL AFTERWARDS aka THE ROOT CANAL.

WARNING#2 to Crawford

Eat a lot before you get the teeth pulled b/c for the next 4 days your diet will resemble baby food and your jaw will *hurt*. And you can't drink alcohol so blissfull stupor is unfortunately out. Also I hope you get stitches otherwise beware of gallons of blood (think Japanese samurai movies) which persist for at least 2-3 hours afterwards *Shuichi runs around sprouting blood like a merry grass sprinkler hehehehe* and then are reduced to a constant dribble giving what food you *do* eat a very interesting metallic flavor On the good side (yes! there is one ^___^) you can eat as much ice-cream as you want! (or at least as long as you can open your mouth) Try the strawberry shortcake sundae - very tasty AND minimizes the blood flavor.

Moving on to more plasent news, I MISS MY YUKI!!!!!!!! I hope you're doing great in Bishonen Land and the worshipping hordes of sararymen are not too tiring. If they are, pick the pretty/rich ones into a LolaHarem and make them do yaoi hehehehehehehe ^______________^ They will, b/c how else (besides diamonds of course) could they win your undivided attention? ^x^ All the best of luck in the shigoto searching department and remember: Kenken's #1!!! BTW now I soooooo understand the Alan Rickman obsession. *dreamydroooldrool* He should be in more movies, prefferibly about yaoi with Snape as the leading man. *Shuichi kills over from the mental image of Snape doing Harry*

More updates to come!!! Probably about my poor bloody ass, which incidentally took place BEFORE the bloody teeth. Basically in the last 3 weeks I was catching up on missed hospital visits over the last decade. My sympathies to the uke lot.

Itaaaaaiii!!!!!!!

Saturday, August 16, 2003 - 07:11 p.m.
Be back this Wednesday.

Love sucks.

My Yuki does date afterall.

And Shuichi is leaving. Waaaaaaaaaahaaaaahaaaaaaa

!_______________!

Tuesday, July 29, 2003 - 03:16 p.m.
Guess what happened last night? ^_______________^

SHUICHI GOT LAID!!!!!!!

Was seduced by green eyed red head (tall, built like a brick/Hanamichi) 4 years my senior who works as a trainer/massage therapist for the CSK (major russian soccer team) and who used to fuck my sis 2 years before. He is like Yao in many ways (Leos are all bigger then life) and a was born in the year of the Tiger.Basically, got my brains fucked by a graceful and powerful feline. So after ~5 hrs of unexpected, unbridled and under the influence pure animalistic sex (I did things I would never do sober X_X) I got up with everything aching and a huge sated grin. And he keeps calling me kitten *^________^* Alas, he's kinda like Yuki in that he doesn't "date". At least I think so. But he calls and he talks nice and is very considerate and caring not to mention very generous. But I'm leaving in 2 weeks. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !______! My life is always fucked up like that...

Saturday, July 12, 2003 - 09:04 p.m.
LaaLiiHoooo!!!!!!!!

Shuichi misses Hiro and Yuki sooooo much!!!!(kisskisshughug) And before I forget - all the wonderfully beautiful (in AND out) ladies in my life (Erin ^X^, Vero, Anna and Marie-Helene)

Not to mention all the boys in Shuichi's life (Dee ^__~, Justin, Andrew, Yao, Vinh, Jason, Henk, etc...)Shuichi has spent the whole day jammed between Slash (my gay gay dog ^.^), baskets with mushrooms (my mom's crazy about not only picking them but also buying the 'rooms along the driveway from solemn looking gray grannies that make pretty good $$$ selling stuff on a highway), baskets with berries (oh yes, there were 8L of blueberries), rolls of toilet paper (Oh Canada! How do I miss thou with your clean/equippped bathrooms *_______*), my pillow and my mom's bf's laptop. Why was I there on the first place? Stupid Communications Conference in Pushkinskie Gory. Why was I surrounded by so much shit? Well, I like to travel with style/comfort so obviously since we had the car me and my mom didn't limit ourselves in what we took along. The problem surfaced on the last day of the conference, when my mom's bf told us that we'll have to travel back together b/c he lent his car to someone else (some emergency or smth). Why does my ass hurt? Cause my mom likes to get up at an ungodly hour of 4:00am to start a merry drive back to Moscow that takes around 12hrs. And the roads in Russia are like constant rollercoaster except with more adrenaline rush...Did I mention that my mom and her bf took turns driving and the not so smooth transitions between their styles behind the wheel alomst made me and Slash puke? My mom drives kinda like me (craaaaazy! XD) while her bf is one of those slow and horribly annoying dorks on the road that I swear at every given chance. I couldn't really bad-mouth the ugly old bf since,well, he's my moms bf AND boss. Grrrrrrrrrr >____< It's hard to remain quiet when all you wanna say is 'Slow Fuck!' More stuff to come about Shuichi's lavu laifu soon!

^______________^ Gotta run now, Take care minna and I miss you all terribly (that's why once we returned today I overate on ice-cream SD) Hugs + Kisses from Russia!

Tuesday, May 27, 2003 - 11:51 p.m.
Shuichi is high

*________*

I loooove Dee for showing me the joys of smoking apple-flavored sheesha (drifts back on the pink clouds and basks in the merry sprays of glitter from random directions)

Now I know that I'm a VERY giddy/talkative tripper and the experience leaves Shuichi feeling orgasmically ethereal. Man, I've been off it in the last hour but am STILL giddy. Weeeee *__________*

Sunday, May 18, 2003 - 10:39 p.m.
La li ho Part II.

The Crabby Pikuniku (PikaPika ^______^) with Sabina and Cedric.

Montreal's botanical garden provides the following for just 8$: great backgrounds for picture taking, hordes of hungry animals and visitors (latter offer a rare opportunity to be observed in the natural settings of inhibition-free environment, simplifying the acquisition of blackmail paparazzi shots. I was tempted hehehehe), free sunburn, morbidness personified in slowly decaying moss-covered four poster bed with black tafetta side curtains in a garden of poisonous plants (a must see) and vampire popsicles, that leave one's mouth with a charming grave/zombi-esque/midnight blue tint. Really. I think we'll go again :)

Sunday, May 18, 2003 - 10:17 p.m.
La li hooo!!!! ^_____^

I decided to blog again. Now I just have to figure out where to start...

1) Yesterday I went over to Kenken's and after devouring a chocolate hazelnut cake and satisfying a chicken McNuggets craving at a local McD as well as the candle-lit conference with the spirits regarding our future significant others (me being politically correct ^-^)the perfect day had a perfect ending: we watched yaoi. Ai no Kusabi left Kenken bored/sleepy, Clara uncharacteristically genki (the sex scenes though few and far inbetween were majorly HOT) and me predictably sappy/weepy after the doomed Romeo/Juliet ending. Then, we decided it was time to hit the sack and bundled up the stairs to Kenken's bishonen love nest (no, we didn't trip :P) and after a minor discussion about the color coordination of our pjs (Kenken was dashing in a checkered green/purple ensemble, I was happily showing off the baby blue Pooh pants (forgot the top home >_<)and Surprise!!! Clara was decked out in PINK! O_o) and the sleeping arrangements, we went to sleep. But not before Clara scared the shit out of me with her Exorcist references followed by friendly nudging which almost reduced me to a crying pile of uke in distress. I Love Evenings at Kenken's.

Saturday, March 22, 2003 - 06:58 a.m.

You're most like Toshiya and Kaoru (Dir En Grey)
The sexy, silent type who hangs back from a
crowd--the people always come to you instead

What J-Rock Yaoi pairing are you most like?
brought to you by Quizilla Wow O_O Got the same one as Yuki ^_~ It's destiny, I guess ^_______________^

It's perfect really, I'm the pink-haired one and my love sports a midnight black do! (I'm sure Yuki dyed his in the anime - look at Tatsuha...)